Everynight I feel like this.
Not knowing what to do.
Wanting to cry but I never know what for.
The only person I want to talk about it to is Will but I never want to bother him with it.
Especially since he's on vacation. He can't be bothered with my annoying moods.
Today I think my two best friends hung out with out me. Normally that wouldn't bother someone. But I hate the feelinf of being rejected and unincluded.
They could have called.
So I try to tell Will about it and he says some shit that makes me feel worse. He didn't mean to made me feel bad. It just wasn't what I wanted to hear.
I can't handle this feeling anymore.
I feel so alone.
I miss Will so bad.
He's all I want and he's not here and he won't be for another month and a half.